Yesterday was a hard day. It was hard because I am having a really hard time teaching everything to a level of competency and allowing them enough time to practice it with me, they aren't getting any time to practice themselves, but I'm assessing them on it. But they don't have enough time to read the prompts, process the info, and then respond intelligently. I know they can. I've seen their pre-assessment scores. They can write. They just need more time than I can offer them.
And I miss evergreen tree. I miss the mountains. Lake Mich is great, but it doesn't smell like the ocean. The sun doesn't set over the water. That's WEIRD. And I knew that Everett sunsets were beautiful compared to other places, but they are AMAZING compared to here. :( Maybe its the skyscrapers that obstruct the view.
I miss meine familie also. It kills me that I most likely won't be there when the twins are born. I get emotional whenever I talk about not being there. I miss sleep. I miss talking to everyone I love. I miss being at church with all my compadres.
But this is worth it. I had a hard time getting out of bed this morning, but then the thought of my kids without me hit me, and I got my lazy butt outta bed. I should be getting ready now, but I wanted to give a shout out to home!
Love you all!
Love you bub!
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ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you're feelng homesick and having a rough time. You are a strong child of God and will pull through no doubt! We all miss you and think about you :-)
I'm keeping you in my prayers always
awwww:( Well keep your head up...i'm sure your doing a great job!! So today i was working at Forest Park...and you know when you told me to never cross my legs while i was guarding or you would slap me...? Well i started crossing my legs and then i caught myself cuz whenever i start doing that your comment pops into my mind....like your conscious is watching me lol so ya i miss you!
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